// I told myself…//

That I am who I am

That I can make myself to whoever I want myself to be.

That sometimes people hurt you because you dont want to think that those that you care about would ever would

That I like to believe everyone has good in them.

That its I who made me not my environment

That my parents dont determine who I am or will be

That My zipcode should not dictate whether or not I will graduate from highschool

That my race is more than a stereotype

That I am who I am

// Guys are stupid..let me count the ways ..//

Number one wtf. I date this guy and we’re having amazing times together..he texts me constantly telling me im beautiful, sweet, he cant wait to hang out with me again, he’s so glad he met me.
Then the texts stop for two straight days. Just stop. And hlwhen i text him he acts so non chalant (answering things in one word and a vague small talk) that became pissed off and in the midst of me trying to continue his bullshit small talk I asked “how are you doing?” Two minutes passed and out of annoyance I texted “you know what? Nvm” and he didnt even bother to see why I was irritated. Later I find out from a friend that based off that back in forth that “im playing games…immature” which made me furious. Instead of just assumming im a crazy bitch why doesnt he or just any guy look at the whole situation from a chick’s pov?
He went from super lovey dovey to ghost in 2days…and then acted like we were merely just aqquantances after I had to text him first. Any girl sounds have been pissed and confused. Things like that make me wanna mlbe single for the rest of my life.

// I cant stand the people around me anymore.//

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